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2008-01-01T01:57:00.000-08:00

mistrain.blogspot is officially closed.

It's mere existence will only serve a reminder of it's existence then.
Thank you loyal readers.

2007-12-31T23:25:00.000-08:00

Indeed, year 2oo7 has been a blessed year; despite its shortcomings.

I welcome 2oo8 with open arms. ((:

2007-12-30T23:09:00.000-08:00

i'm done with my holiday assignments.

credits go to rman & zanna for chem, izzal for math and aiman for phy. thanks for assisting me with the oh-so-dreaded homework.

*note: done does not necessarily mean ~~complete~~. `haaaa!

2007-12-29T23:52:00.000-08:00

ilovemygirlsfullstop.

and yana. stop it ehk. tutup muka perr.

you remind me of your youknowwho.

haaaa!

2007-12-29T18:27:00.000-08:00

Hello people, I hope my disappearance hasn't caused a heartache all these while. *snorts*

It has been forever since I last posted an entry in this compilation of thoughts. The week have passed spilling with a confusion of emotions that entailed the events which happened throughout the days.

Another week has passed, one which left many, especially yours truly, dreaming for our already-lengthy-holidays even longer.

I'm so sleepy. I slept two hours before posting this entry lah.

Okay the past few days have been rather life-stealing.

As everyone should know, the N level results were released on 18th Dec, and I was quite pleased upon looking at Amirul's results. 4 distinctions, best 3 subjects - 6points. He couldn't believe himself. It was nothing like what he expected it to be, and almost everyone had to pacify him by claiming that the grades are relatively good. It was, for someone who barely managed to pass English Language at Prelims. I'm proud of the little one, nevertheless. Congrats, junior. ((:

I finally got a tote bag. I've been setting my eyes on the idea of it since forever. I love THAT bag, hot climacool stuff (note the paradox).

Anyway, I browsed through my congested inbox of SMSes, trying to account for the birthday messages (which I still treasure, thank you very much). I'm still overwhelmed by the bombardment of well-wishes, of which I was overly flabbergasted by those whom I last thought would wish me, that goes to Radhi, Sheereen, Miswan(who called me personally), Astrid, Zahiah, Natalie, Komathi and Azizzah. Whoaa. Yep.

Well, Marcus called at midnight on Sunday, which proceeded to a long conversation over the phone. It’s so nice to talk to him after all this while. Lalalaa… I know more about him than he thinks I do. Haha... I managed to flex my multi-tasking skills by cleaning the clutter from my room while skimming through a smorgasbord of topics with him. So now, my room is cleaner(thanks to the slow pace of amending things here and there throughout the week day to day, according to my mood!), but I guess I really have to do another intensive dust-vacuum-mop regime to start the new year without having to worry that my room is a freak's nest. I love my room now, I love it even MORE rather.. after the major restructuring I piled upon it. It is MORE spacious, but its mainly white, so it amplifies the relaxing ambience that a room of mine should have.

So anyway, people seem to be looking forward to a lot of stuff next year, and I'm here excited only with a new year at an old school. I know it sounds dull, but I'm really psyched over the O level results. As much as my expectations for my adik's grades are ambitious, I think it gives me hope to go through day by day thinking about the number of As that dazzle his result slip. But it's just mere fantasy... And just in case you've not heard, that little brat of a brother is indeed joining me in TPJC come 2008. sheesh.

So anyway, I had two missed calls from an old friend. So I asked him if everything was okay, cos it didn't seem normal, nothing is, when you're me. Then later:"Nope..Just wana mit u aft a longgg time. Plus i came back frm orchard tnt it wud b grt 2 mit u.." I wonder what's that all about. I hope that you're doing okay.. I still think about you, you know...

Whoo-eee... It was such a long day today, but I'm not complaining. It's quite a refresher to what my weeks have always been - mundane, counter-productive and worthless. No, I'm not insinuating that friends around me through this holidays have been nothing but a bore, but seriously, my boredom outweighs against the times I actually had fun and appreciated.

And as much as I'd like to account all the drama in during my outings, I'd rather steal forty winks now, but then again, you can always ask for a personal storyteller. -smiles-

My mind has been disturbed by a certain unfateful incident.
Sigh. I don't know why I acted that way.

Okay.

Poof.

2007-12-23T22:38:00.000-08:00

i think being swinging single is super cool.
you have no worries if you're to go goo-goo-ga-ga over
(or even flirt with!) a cute guy; yada yada yada.

boy-girl relationships built during school-going age never works out, anyway. well, most of the time, at least.

and no, i'm ~~not~~ being random.
i'm seriously saying this after being approached by many friends in a plight. be it `cos
1) they're hating life as a single
2) they're facing problems in the relationship
3) they're on the verge of breaking up
and the list goes on and on and on. . .

my advice;
be like me! ((:

i have many boy friends; but no boyfriend.
isn't life just greaattt? trust me.

2007-12-21T17:56:00.000-08:00

credits to yana gf;

sexy26 is all i could ever ask for. fiza jna man maz nadz nas nisa umi yana yul zal. a class that really bonds, we share both laughter and tears. that, is what i call true friends. always around and at your back and call. ~~words alone cannot describe how i feel~~. i treat all of you like family. i appreciate each and every one of your presence in my life. i've never felt as at home with friends in earlier friendships. you people are my first. sayanggg korang ! ((:

2007-12-20T21:33:00.000-08:00

selamat hari raya aidiladha to all.((:

forgive me if i never did reply to any of your sms-es for the simple fact that i was ~~gundu~~ enough to ensure i brought along everything only to realise i forgot my hp when i was already away from home. pathetic kannnn. i know.

2007-12-18T20:10:00.000-08:00

Operation Red Riding Hood.

and there you have it.
no more ~~secrecy~~.
ORRH was a success. ((:

the look of izzal's face when greeted with a birthday brownie with spaghetti as icing, a big box full of red stuff personalised by every individual, and a completely out-of-tune birthday song was simply classic. she was refraining from crying; definitely touched. and that, my friend is what makes the effort worthwhile.

and so. . .
HAPPY ADVANCED(by 9 days!)
BIRTHDAY IZZAL! ((:

2007-12-14T08:19:00.000-08:00

Lalaaa...

I don't know what to lame about now, I think my blog is just weaving through stupid phases day after day; god am I lame.

*voice appears from a distance*

Yes you are.

2007-12-13T19:25:00.000-08:00

I seriously miss PRCS Student Council back when Teo Li Wei led us. I was in Secondary 2 then. Though our Student Council was small, we were effective and impacted the student body greatly. Sad to say, TPJC's 22nd Student Council can never match the strength of Li Wei's batch. Its screwed up and very elitis. Looking on the bright side, I'm leaving the council. hahahahaha.

I miss the glory times as a councillor back in Secondary 2. They were the best moments as a councillor. The later years; Secondary 3 & 4 were basically major screw-ups building up. But even then, the Student Council is not as pathetic as the current society I'm in.
satu-satu gila kuasa. wth.

Anyway, that's besides the point. All I'm trying to put across is that I miss my batch of PRCS Student Councillors which I led - Fairuz, Liyana, Yen Ting, Fadhil, Edison, Joyce, Faith, Faris, Jeremy, Mong Teng, Natalie, Effendi, Iris & Wacharapong. The bond we had was undescribable, the moments unforgetable and the memories kept in my heart.

I miss Student Council 2003.
I miss Student Welfare Department 2003.
I miss Department of Discipline & Duties 2004.
The rest, I don't miss.
`haaaa!

But most of all, I miss being a strong society led by someone with a good reputation and is highly respected - Teo Li Wei. Oh, have I mentioned that already? Well, its not my fault to insist on sharing with my dear readers the good old days. okayyy, ayn mrepek.

2007-12-12T23:24:00.000-08:00

i'm done with malay & econs homework.
i'd started on phy & chem assignments.
i've yet to touch gp & math.

so much for accomplishing all holiday assignments by raya(20thDEC).
completed in EIGHT DAYS? i myself doubt it.

sheesh ayn.
don't be so lazy, can?
its difficult, but possible.

-bleargh-.

2007-12-12T14:03:00.000-08:00

10 Things I Hate About You.
I hate the way you talk to me,
and the way you cut your hair.
I hate the way you drive my car,
I hate it when you stare.
I hate your big dumb combat boots
and the way you read my mind.
I hate you so much it makes me sick,
it even makes me rhyme.
I hate the way you're always right,
I hate it when you lie.
I hate it when you make me laugh,
even worse when you make me cry.
I hate it when you're not around,
and the fact that you didn't call.
But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you,
not even close...
not even a little bit...
not even at all.

Don't let your mind rule over your heart.

2007-12-11T00:44:00.000-08:00

A Walk to Remember.
Landon: What'd you tell your father?
Jamie: The truth. I just left you out of it.

Love is always patient and kind.
It is never jealous.
Love is never boastful or conceted.
It is never rude or selfish.
It does not take pleasure in other peoples sins,
but delights in the truth.
It is always ready to excuse, to trust, to hope,
and to eudure whatever comes.

A classic love story which truly captured my heart.

2007-12-10T22:41:00.000-08:00

Because
We're all mad in our own way
Fill the sky with different shades
Read the story on each page
Each reveals the meaning.

2007-12-09T22:17:00.000-08:00

Mirror mirror lie to me
Show me what I wanna see
Mirror mirror lie to me.

2007-12-08T20:32:00.000-08:00

operation red riding hood.
classic seyh!

2007-12-07T09:02:00.000-08:00

you don't like me;
you like the idea of me.
-win a date with tad hamilton.

2007-12-06T15:56:00.000-08:00

i'd watched dirty love last night.

here's to the men that we love
here's to the men that love us
but the men that we love will never love us
so f___(insert word) all the men and here's to us

sadist or whattt? i'm amused.

2007-12-05T00:00:00.000-08:00

Cinderella III: A Twist in Time.

Cinderella and the Prince are destined to be together, but have you ever wondered what would have happened if the glass slipper that was left behind after the royal ball fit someone other than Cinderella? Cinderella's Stepmother and Stepsisters Anastasia and Drisella change history when Anastasia steals the Fairy Godmother's magic wand and her mother uses it to turn back time and then cast a spell on the glass slipper so that it will fit on Anastasia's foot. The Prince immediately realizes that something is amiss, but a quick zap from the magic wand convinces him that Anastasia is his rightful bride-to-be and it looks like nothing that Cinderella or her mouse friends Jaq and Gus can do will set things right. Two questions remain: what will become of Cinderella and can Anastasia ever find true happiness by marrying someone who will never love her for who she really is? - amazon.com

2007-12-04T12:05:00.000-08:00

i woke up in the early morn just to meet abdul kahar naufal online.
0830h in sg is equivalent to 1930h in panama.

Chocolate and Whipped Cream says:
Eh, can i ask you something for a change?
nurayn says:
yeah, sure.
Chocolate and Whipped Cream says:
i thought you like Fir...
nurayn says:
hahahaha. said who.. ?
Chocolate and Whipped Cream says:
Said everybody...
nurayn says:
seriously, eyh? hahahaha.
nurayn says:
it was more of a friendship like than a like like.
Chocolate and Whipped Cream says:
Okay
nurayn says:
anw, why the sudden qn.. ?
nurayn says:
funny laa you.
Chocolate and Whipped Cream says:
Haha. meant to ask you that a long time...

funny or whattt?

. . .
. .
.

Chocolate and Whipped Cream says:
have you ever been onboard a ship?
nurayn says:
err, in real life, no.
nurayn says:
but i've been to the navy open house with the sch for service learning.
nurayn says:
explored the ship before.
nurayn says:
like, the cadets lodging and all, i've seen.
nurayn says:
hehs
Chocolate and Whipped Cream says:
don"t really know how to explain the feeling of actual sailing
Chocolate and Whipped Cream says:
the sea
Chocolate and Whipped Cream says:
the sky
Chocolate and Whipped Cream says:
the winds
Chocolate and Whipped Cream says:
and especially the stars
Chocolate and Whipped Cream says:
the stars are beautiful

gerek or whattt?

. . .
. .
.

nurayn says:
real test of faith thr.
nurayn says:
`cos like, the environment and all.
Chocolate and Whipped Cream says:
yup
Chocolate and Whipped Cream says:
the greatest temptation lies on shore leave
Chocolate and Whipped Cream says:
the women here throw themeselves in your arms....

desperate or whattt?

`haaaaaaaaaaa!

2007-12-04T04:31:00.000-08:00

happy 18th birthday;
dearest noorafida bte sakyan. ((:

2007-12-03T06:26:00.000-08:00

happy 19th wedding anniversary ibu&ayah. ((:

2007-12-02T17:28:00.000-08:00

madra has officially ended laa seyh!
gerek or whatttt?
hahahaha.

ANYCHOOS.

i swear today's papers sucked!
sirah & ibadah, in particular.
tafsir al-quran was still manageable, though.

MOVING ON.

i'm free from now till 31stDEC.
anyone want to book me?
hahahaha.

okay, that's a lie laa seyh.
there's days i've got things on.
but just contact me and we'll fix a date, yar?

`pssttt! sexy26 gfs return today!
wheee!

2007-12-02T01:14:00.000-08:00

i was online with azhar and we were talking about how info wasn't disemminated properly with regards to prom tmr. and it came to this;

So close. says:
ok this shows how ~~f___(insert word)ed up~~ our council is. lol

i totally agree.

2007-12-01T19:51:00.000-08:00

update on madra exams.

bahasa arab was easy;
akhlak was doable;
akidah was challenging.

but i think i did pretty okay. ((:

2007-11-30T19:51:00.000-08:00

FB came out in the papers, `cos of his project thingy; smth to do with decorating bins, i think. hahahaha. i remember how a few months ago, he'd asked if he could nominate me for his project; but i'd declined. i had other obligations. plus, interviews were to be during the promos period. it'd definitely have had been hectic. oh wells. either way, i'm still proud of him. way to go, dude! ((:

ANW.

i'm missing them girlfriends;
i miss izza's "kentaaal.. !",
i miss yana's "prangaiii.. !",
i miss maz's "mao!",
i miss fizah's "a`ah!".

2days to their return.
cepat laaaaaaa korang!

2007-11-30T00:58:00.000-08:00

okay, here's the thing. i'm supposed to be asleep by now, getting some rest for tomorrow's compulsory(wth?!) counselling session. but marcus chua yong ming (not again!`grr.) decided to bug me with his thoughts. this time around, it freaked me out. but later; i too, got engrossed in the conversation.

him: if time can stop at the present, it would be good. i don't mind if the whole world dies tomorrow, you know. then it means everyone will die together; no sorrow, no pain, no sadness.
me: what is wrong with you?
him: what is wrong with me? have you ever imagined what happens when your parents pass on? do you think you will still be close to your siblings? my family, all guys; do you think we will call each other and say something like, "how is ur day? shall we go out together?". its so gay laa. furthermore, i don't want to lose my parents.
me: i guess so. omg; marcus, you're scaring me!
him:`cos remember i told you i'd started thinking about my future; what i should be, etc. ? then i think about it more & more. haas.

and the conversation went on and on;

1. death
2. parents
3. siblings
4. marriage
5. family
6. kids

and also of his enlistment into ns.

so now; i've caught the peter pan syndrome.
from marcus.

i don't want to grow up.

2007-11-29T21:27:00.000-08:00

i keep on smiling. . . . .

Aiman: Safely back from Egypt =) says:
hey i miss all of ya =)
nurayn says:
me too
nurayn says:
i miss semua orang, can?
Aiman: Safely back from Egypt =) says:
can
nurayn says:
when u left, we were supposed to hv a girls day out at yana's place tgk dvd tpi tk jdi `cos they were busy packing for kl trip! argh.
Aiman: Safely back from Egypt =) says:
i heard well...i guess u've been lonely huh
Aiman: Safely back from Egypt =) says:
anw i've gttn souvenirs for every1 so we really have to meet up =)

and smiling. . . .

Guna says:
heyy
nurayn says:
mister sleepyhead.
nurayn says:
hahahaa.
Guna says:
i slept for 15 hrs straight
Guna says:
haha
Guna says:
how was the wk without me
Guna says:
?
nurayn says:
it was bo-ring! like, REALLY.

and smiling. . .

Virance TEAMSUPERVILLIANS [i don't need you] says:
scandal ngan azrul!
nurayn says:
what the... ?
nurayn says:
eyh, random seyh!
Virance TEAMSUPERVILLIANS [i don't need you] says:
hahahah
Virance TEAMSUPERVILLIANS [i don't need you] says:
which explains that im boreded
nurayn says:
alahaiiii
nurayn says:
bljr for madra exam ahh!

okay, now the guy friends are back.
girlfriends, come back quickly!

aku rindu korang macam beyond words laa seyh!

2007-11-29T09:16:00.000-08:00

Chocolate and Whipped Cream says:
Hey. Still remember me?
nurayn says:
naufal..?! ((:
Chocolate and Whipped Cream says:
One and only...

and that;
was enough to put the smile back onto my face. ((:
i miss him laa seyh.

BUT.

Chocolate and Whipped Cream says:
Stuck here for three months, ship damaged..

arghh. wth.
oh wells.

its now down to 5 months till i see that boy again.
boos!

2007-11-28T05:11:00.000-08:00

MARCUS CHUA YONG MING decided to disturb me in the wee hours of the morn to remind me its his birthday today. he went,
"hey hey. guess what day it is today? ha!" hrmphh.

SO.

happy birthday marcus sayanggg.
hahahaha.

speaking of sayangs, my other sayangs(sexy26 plus dynn) left for the immersion programme to kl yesterday. thus, my absence from blogging. i feel so lonesome laa seyh, with half of my sayangs at egypt and the other half at kl. the only ones left can be counted with just one finger.

BUT.

i'm happy that the sayangs from egypt are returning today! ((:
gosh, i'm so excited.

i'm going shopping today to whilst my time away.
and when i return home, i'll be waiting for a call/sms from guna or aiman or aidilanfitri or haizum or. . . hahahaha. okay, patience.

yaayyy!

2007-11-26T22:26:00.000-08:00

girlfriend waits;
boyfriend's late;
bouncer standing at the gate.

hahahaha.
darn addictive, i tell you!
caught the adv yet? you should! ((:

and oh, i've watched just my luck twice last week.
its got a catchy storyline.
lindsay lohan & chris pine(he's cute!).

there's a part in the movie where mcfly sings the song i've got you.
its now stuck in my head.

'Cause I've got you to make me feel stronger
When the days are rough and an hour feels much longer

okayyyy.

2007-11-25T16:56:00.000-08:00

oh my god.
i screwed up my alquran(hafalan/bacaan).
but i guess i did pretty okay with hadis. ((:

otherwise,
i loved every bit of today.

it was wonderful to finally see lyz again;
after her longgg period of absence from madra.
i love that woman to bits! we're bossom buddies laa seyh!
imagine, we've been the best of friends for the longest time - 11years & counting. ((:

then there's also azrul!
it was great to talk about everything and anything under the sun.
it really felt like the good old days.

its been a longgg time since we all last met. a month, at least.
i'm glad the bonds remain.
sincerity in friendship, undeniably sweet. ((:

today's quite a refresher to what my weeks have always been - mundane, counter-productive and worthless. haaaaa.

2007-11-24T18:33:00.000-08:00

find me.. !

the art of selit;

definition: ayn.

hahahaha. ((:

2007-11-22T22:49:00.000-08:00

talk to the hand;
`cos the face don't wanna know.

and i'm serious about it.
~~shitass~~.

2007-11-22T21:53:00.000-08:00

i don't know what to blog about.

my life's boring, really.
don't bother reading my blog.

hahahaha.

2007-11-21T21:49:00.000-08:00

i am bored.

i don't feel like doing things i ought to.
that includes preparing for madra finals & starting on my gp hols asgmt.

and maz just informed me to keep 26th open.
sexy26 hangout at leeleeput's.

which simply means there's a high probability i'm going to forego
sean ang's council chalet for my dearest sexy26. . .

or perhaps drop by in the evening/night just for a while
(setakat tunjukkan my muka only laaa..!hehs).

ANW.

guna's gone for EIGHT days - to egypt; for some schtooopid convention. he's representing tpj. so is aiman, ihsan, aidilanfitri, fadhilah, rab'iatul. . . dan lain-lain lagi !

and the rest of the sexy26 (maz, zal, yana, nas, nadz, fizah, yul) plus dynn are off for some mlep trip(homestay?!) on the 27th.

hrmphhh.

i really hope they get back really soon. `cos it seems that all my sayangs are off for school trips whilst i'm stuck in school for
library stock take.

2007-11-20T19:36:00.000-08:00

omg.
the hols have started & the homeworks are piling in.

i'm like, whhaaatttt?
givemeabreak!

hati busuk punya orang(in the cheena tone i use with my sexy26!).
hahahaha.

life as a jc student is not as easy as you think it is.
its much worse.

REALLY.

2007-11-19T16:38:00.000-08:00

the only thing i'll be looking forward to prom`07;
is the bevy of gorgeous babes & hunks attending.

REALLY.
hahahaha.

okay, 22nd council's involved in prom`07 .
like, duh! we're running the whole show, babe.

which means we'll be attending prom too.
haha. extras; the art of selit. ((:

attire: all black, formal.
whhaaatttt?!
a`ah. ye laaa tu.

i'll whip smth up, i hope.

3rdDEC`07 seems so near yet so far.

2007-11-18T22:19:00.000-08:00

eyh. i'm seriously suffering from "lazy-to-type" syndrome.
so, i coped this from leeleeput's lj. hope it'll suffice.

We arrived like lateeeeeeeeee cos our class is known for NEVER BEING ON TIME SICKNESS which cannot be cured. So 2pm dragged to 2.30pm, where Kak Nur left for the groom's side. So it was kind of hard to get seats, while Aiman got his quickly cos guys were seperated from the girls. After Man was done with his food, we girls still haven't gotten ourselves a seat, omg. It was such a hot day, and all of us were complaining, rather ME, cos I'm such a spoilt brat. Anyway, I was complaining about the weather, and not the seats la, of course.

We finally got our seats, and ate and after that we wanted to leave. But Nas' Mom told us to stay cos supposedly Kak Nur was on her way back and we wanted to see her. So we waited at the playground, playing, sitting around. By 4, Kak Nur was still at the groom's place, so we decided to go, but haha Nas' Mom doesn't seem like wanting us to go. She kept walking around, and layaning everyone else but us. HAHAHA.

Then she told us to take photos at the pelamin, which all of us were reluctant but we went ahead with it cos we wanted to jaga hati mak Nas. Haha. I SWEAR IT WAS SO WEIRD HAHA. Anyway, when we wanted to leave, haha she walked around and talk to everyone else also that the girls all turned and said, "HAHA she taknak kite balik seeeeh." Hahahaha.

So when we finally left, it started to rain LOL. Nas nyer kakak are all so small size, and omg his 3rd sister is like SMALL. I swear, she's even smaller than Nisa, which is tough to achieve, I tell you. Big just got re-definied, with Nas' family. Sheesh, haha.

okay, dah! tu jurr.
happy, happy.

ahh, shucks.
council mtg tmr; prom planning. -__-

2007-11-17T21:38:00.000-08:00

i had fun last night.

i was afraid maz would not be able to join us despite having purchased the tickets to sp's pementasan. she'd messaged me earlier to say she was suffering from diarrhoea and was feeling nauseous. poor thing. but she braved the pain and joined us. i'm glad you did, gf. ((:

and i saw fid! clad in a red shirt. boy, i only spotted you like, at the end of the show. you have bionic eyes, i tell you. fancy being able to spot me even before the show started. *salutes fid* hahahaha. i met fa`an too! it felt really good to see him after such a a long while. we talked, but not as much as we wanted to considering he had to clear up and stuff. and he still has the cheek to usik me with regards to my height! pure evil, i tell you. hrmphh.

ANW.

i feel that sp's production last night wat great. it was an eye-opener for us tpjcians. can we make manifest`08 as good as this? mus & izzati, your call. but then again, i've complete faith in tpjc's mcs; one of the strongest i've ever known, if i ever do say so myself.

my gfs looked beautiful, i tell you. each and everyone of them lovely in their own way. ((:

2007-11-16T17:53:00.000-08:00

GIRLS NIGHT OUT;
see you! ((:

2007-11-15T21:10:00.000-08:00

okay, kechik did not think we forgot his birthday.

nurayn says:
ehhhh
nurayn says:
yul ckp kau igt ktrg lupa!!
a nice birthday; though missing a candle. says:
tkla!
nurayn says:
abehhhh
a nice birthday; though missing a candle. says:
aku tau korg confirm ingt.
a nice birthday; though missing a candle. says:
tpi aku tktau whether korg ade plan apape tk

sorry, nas. my bad! (x
ok, dah. happy?!!

hahahahaha.

2007-11-15T20:14:00.000-08:00

i fell asleep right after maghrib prayers last night.

i guess i was tired from the bombardment of everything and anything that has happened the past few days. i'd been keeping late nights, accomplishing stuffs that i'd ought to and ought not to do. oh wells. its human nature. its the holidays, anyway. ((:

so, yesterday.

nas' birthday! the poor boy thought we'd forgotten all about his birthday. he was telling yul all about it when we girls surprised him from the back with his birthday cake and gift. he has this "idon'tknowwhattosayordo" look on his face. simply phenomenal, i tell you. we got him a tom&jerry(no smurf laa..!hahahaha.) cake, a wallet and cd.

CD CONTENT. ((:
sorry readers, blogger buat perangai. i'll try to u/l as soon as i can, okay?!

ANW.

then austin returned my call. he asked me if i was going to send him off. so, it was an impromptu plan for us all to rush to the airport to send our dearest thai boy back to bangkok.

it was funny, really.

finally, them people get to see the bitchy side of austin. and that my friends, is why he's one of the best bitching partners you can ever have. but hey, he's out of bounds.

and he is so kuranghasam, you know!

nas: eyh, austin. what do you do back in thailand?
austin: eyh.*laughs* err.
me: hahahahaha. let me answer, let me answer for you!
austin eats, sleeps, plays, shops & looks at girls..!
nas: really.. ? waahhh. not bad ahh austin.
yana: ayn! 11 o`clock.
me: huh? *looks at 1 o`clock*
yana: 11 o`clock laa. tu 1 o`clock laa sayang.
me: oh! eyh, waahhh! fuuyoooh. *grins* cute, cute!
yana: i knew it. ((:
austin: aiyaah. you ahh. say me. what i do back in thailand is like what you do here in singapore laa. i look at girls, you look at boys. haiyerr. *evil grin*
yana: hahahaha. kan dah kena!
me: ahhh. shuddup you! tsk tsk.

the cute 11o`clock boy's chinese btw. don't blame me, but i seriously find chinese guys a much better catch than malay guys. most malay guys are mats, anw. (read: most.)

and yesterday was my very first time exploring budget terminal and t3. hahahaha.

sexy-26 makes me feel good.((:

2007-11-14T00:01:00.000-08:00

HAPPY 17th Birthday to fellow SEXY-26-er;

Md Nasruddin Bin Roslan. ((:

2007-11-13T08:42:00.000-08:00

more than words is all you have to do to make it real
then you wouldn't have to say that you love me
`cos i'd already know

2007-11-12T23:18:00.000-08:00

milton reckons my words are beautiful and profound.
aww, so sweeeett.. ! ((:

2007-11-12T13:38:00.000-08:00

2007-11-11T23:28:00.000-08:00

ayn sayang korang macam beyond words.. !

"Next year will be different, it will be tough. Friendship might just wilt along the way. Bonds might just weaken. Because at the end of the day, it's still a survival game. Whether you come out of this alive, on your own. At the end of this, it might just be another passing phase, where you'll forget soon enough.

Who am I to say I'll remember you to my very last breath? Because I am just another human, and I can't avoid change. Maybe years down the road, I'll be the very person I detest the most, who knows? But for now, with all my heart I can confidently, sincerely tell you, Sexy26 means the world to me. How we bond in that miraculously short period of time is beyond me. How we ignore the weakness in each of us is beyond me. How our friendship strength stood the test of time is beyond me. " quoted; YANA.

yes, LEELEEPUT. i totally second you. *nods head in agreement.*
what's not to love about all 12.. ? *scrolls down*

sexy-26; my heart&soul.

2007-11-11T08:17:00.000-08:00

Dealova.

Ibel's Iraz's gorgeous pal.
Dira's basketball captain of the school.
Both fall in love with Karra.

Karra's Iraz's younger sister.
Karra's basketball captain of the school.

Dira & Ibel fall in love through different ways.

Dira never fails to irritate Karra with his arrogant ways.
Ibel shows love, care and concern for Karra.

But Karra later develops a love relationship with Dira, not Ibel.
It is so unfair.. !

HOWEVER.

Karra's "happily-ever-after" is threatened with Dira's illness.
Will Ibel get a second chance; will he win Karra's love this time?

`psst! go watch; i ain't telling you! (x

2007-11-10T23:59:00.000-08:00

i was bored.

Chocolate Personality Quiz.

Sweet, loving, cuddly. You love all warm fuzzy items. A little nutty.
Sometimes you need an ice cream cone at the end of the day.

Chocolate Chip Cookie Dough.

You're a natural leader, and always aim high. A total go-getter, you won't give up until you've achieved all that you wanted to do!

Symbol Test.

A Triangle is goal oriented. S/he enjoys planning something out and then doing it. S/he gets motivated by the accomplishment. S/he will tend to look at big long-term issues, but might forget the details. When given a task s/he will set a goal and work on a plan for it.

What "guy qualities" do it for you?.
You picked Mr. Sensitive. He's about as comfortable and friendly as an old pair of jeans---and will more than likely never break your heart.

Your Romance Style is...

Nature Girl

2007-11-10T17:37:00.000-08:00

Ustazah Kamariah called home early this morning to confirm that I have received the examination schedule and topics to be covered during the year-end examinations.

Only then did it dawn on me that soon, life as a JHD-ian would end.
I mean, come on!
There's only 3 sessions of madrasah left - 25thNOV`07, 1stDEC'07 & 2ndDEC`07;
all of which are allocated to the year-end examinations.

Oh well.
How time flies.

I'm sure to miss my madrasah loves - Asmah, Aqilah Hanis, Azrul Hisham, Fatin Amirah, Filza Syahirah, Luqman, Lyziana, Md Fitri, Md Hanafi, Md Nasri, Md Nazri, Md Razin, Md Zakwan, Miswan, Nadia, Nadia Farhana, Nur Amira, Nur Farhana, Nur Hafawati, Nur Syazwani, Nurul Ain, Nurul Jannah, Nurul Syaqina, Siti Amirah, Siti Farhana, Tajul Ariffin, ... , ... , ...
and the list goes on.

Not forgetting Md Akil and Saiful Ridhwan who left a year early to serve NS.

These are the people who will never elude from memory. . .

Also, my friends, whom I have known, who have been supporting me all throughout, I really love you guys, and thanks a lot for everything.

I'm going to miss the people in JHD. 2ndDEC`07 may be our last in madrasah, and that day would be the culmination of all the days I will remember. Time spent throughout the 11years was a fantastic one - PraA,D1A,D2A,D3A,D4A,D5A,D6A,M1A,M2A,M3B,M4B.

Remember the decision to combine the 3 different classes and separate us into 2 instead - guys & girls, toward the end of M2 and early M3? We were against it at first, but we pulled through. M3B and M4B wasn't so bad afterall - an all-girl environment.

I'll definitely miss;
the bus-rides home with Azrul Hisham and sometimes Lyziana and Miswan too!
the bitching sessions in between lessons with the girls.
the lepak-ing sessions in between breaks with the guys.
AND 'bullying' Ustadz Imran.
AND 'manja-ing' with Ustadz Syed Osman.
AND the 'membebel-ing' of Ustazah Kamriah.
AND the boring Ustadz Hasman.

It is going to be difficult to let go of you guys like that, simply because we've got to know one and other better, we've trusted our lives on each other, and we've cultivated beautiful relationships. Sadly, we're going to part into our own ways.

But let it be known that we won't leave as strangers.
Oh no, but we'll be the best of friends.

It's not the end.
But it's just the beginning.

I love you all.

I don't know what else there is to say, simply because I'm at a loss for words. I just hope to convey my felings to you people there, I'm already beginning to miss you people.

2007-11-09T21:49:00.000-08:00

well, i intended to post pictures of 6NOV`07 the night itself.
however, i couldn't due to unforseen circumstances.

ANYCHOOS.

i've piled some picts of pw & seoul garden.
i'm too lazy to upload each and everyone of them picts.
so yeah, forgive me.

and i love my gfs like truckloads and busloads, can?
sungei buloh; bugis; expo.
i had fun.

sayang korang! (:

2007-11-08T17:35:00.000-08:00

I've read time and time again about REAL people, like you and me, who have penchant to just give in to fate, like they are helpless to change their course of destiny.

I am ultimately worried for SUCH people for just wasting their life away on Earth, carelessly thinking that everything has tweaked for everyone, and we just have to live through our lives changing nothing but clothes, hair styles and materialistic what-nots.

They think that it is futile, if not arduous to travel against their so called fates and be people who they would later be (very) proud of. Some blatantly surrender to the countless tests of life without even protesting. Giving in seems so natural, submitting themselves to a life so plain is enough to appease themselves on their deathbeds.

Well thankfully, there aren't such a lot of people around. I take my hat off to people who struggle against the shambles of life's challenges to realise their dreams, to realise that there's more to life than what we have lived for. I dedicate my hardwork to those around me (namely my father, mother, brothers, teachers and friends) who motivate and unconsciously imbueing resilience and perseverance for me to leap farther.

I'm thankful that I am given a (second) chance to challenge life itself and do things people never imagined me to do. Yes, I stumbled, many times in fact. But I'll continue to strive to make things better, make things right again. I wanna prove people wrong.

Trust me, I will.

Lastly, this was what I *shrieked* saw on a "friend's" Friendster profile, "Life is never fair so go with the flow."

Life is fair, it has always been. You were the one who was selfish to yourself and feared to pursue a better life.

Sad.

2007-11-07T16:37:00.000-08:00

I feel a little disappointed today, well only God knows what happened. But I guess as what we all believe, fate decides, but I had to be at the wrong side of it.

2007-11-06T21:39:00.000-08:00

and i need to confide in someone - real bad.
seems like no one's there - for me.

oh wells.
i guess everyone's busy and have their own problems to think about.

but then;
you, you & you.
i can't help but wish you're here for me just as i was for you.

its in times like this that you realise no one's there.
no one really cares.

ohmygod.
i'm such a sadist.

2007-11-06T21:03:00.000-08:00

all i want to blog about is erased automatically upon logging in to tpjc.net.

Collection of JC1 Statement of Results.
To all JC1 students:
(1) Please check the attached Excel spreadsheet for the venue to collect your result slip
(2) Please report to the venue on 7 Nov (Wed) at 8 am SHARP to collect your result slip from your Civics Tutor/Subject Tutor.

classroom; b211, lt2; lt3.
obviously, everyone knows the verdict of those whose venue are at classroom&b211.

but what about lt2 & lt3?
both have 100+ people.

what now?

ahhh. i want to promote laa seyh.

2007-11-05T20:12:00.000-08:00

"A very good day to all. I am Nur Ain. Together with me are my teammates from OP 141 - Leong Hwee, Eak, Izzalina and Nurul Hafizah.

...
..
.

I will now pass on to Leong Hwee who will blablabla."

omg. tmr's op. and then - whoosh! pw's all done and over for the year. like, wow! finally. hahahahaha.

i really hope our throats don't fail us tmr.
i mean, look at my grp.
hwee, izza, fizah & i are all down with the flu and/or sorethroat.

eak's the only exception.
but then again, his thai slang's refraining him from fluency.
oh wells.

lets just see what happens tmr.

2007-11-04T19:29:00.000-08:00

pw meeting at fizah's place was okay.
i mean, come on! pw's getting boring as the days pass by.
i'm seriously getting sick and tired of my portion of the presentation, at least.
its sure no fun to be repeating your part over and over again.
neverending gitu laa seyh.

ANW.
it was her sister who brightened up our day.
a very friendly and manja 5 year old girl.

AQILAH. (:

she went;
"kak ain, what time u going home?
u go home when the short at 9, the long at 12 okayyy."
hahahaha.

i didn't though.
was home before 6pm; in time to catch my ever-so-loved GILMORE GIRLS. (:

2007-11-03T23:20:00.000-07:00

Well anything that can go wrong is going wrong. My throat is acting up just days before the op presentation. The irritation is starting to eat into my focus towards memorising my script and perfecting my part of them slides. I really hope I can do well.

It's true what Saiful had said, there isn't a point in worrying now. All I should/must/can/will do is to concentrate on the op and do nothing but the best. I hope can do my best, and I hope that my best can bring me far; for pw at least.

2007-11-02T23:51:00.000-07:00

i'd just finished watching "she's the man" - again.

omg.

i can't help but feel that duke orsino(played by channing tatum) is hawwwt.

like, wooaaahhhh!

okay, i guess its just my raging female hormones acting up.
don't mind me. i'm usually sane. really. hahahaha.

`pssttt! i want to watch sydney white.

2007-11-01T20:32:00.000-07:00

-post edited.-

a picture says a thousand words.

ilovesexy-26. (:

2007-10-31T23:07:00.000-07:00

sexy-26 raya outing -
the reason for my absence from blogger for the past 2 days! (:

it was great fun, really.

1st day - from sengkang to pasir ris to tampines.
2nd day - from eunos to bedok reservoir to tanah merah to tampines.

to sum it all up;

nadzerah's place was fun because;
we were waiting in anticipation to see the pontianak on sensasi.

aiman's place was fun because;
we were mesmerised by the displays.

liyana's place was fun because;
of her cats - gemuk and something and somethingsomething.

hafizah's place was fun because;
of her youngest sister.

jannah's place was fun because;
of the weird wall clocks.

umi's place was fun because;
of the lovely home-made indian food.

mazni's place was fun because;
of her guitar.

diyana's place was fun because;
of the football stand(or whatever you call it! i don't know...).

anisa's place was fun because;
its 4-storeys high.

nasruddin's place was fun because;
of his welcoming mother.

izzalina's place was fun because;
of her cosy home.

and mine was fun because;
of arfah's presence.

picts to come sooooonnnn. (:

2007-10-28T04:20:00.000-07:00

open house at abang fadhil's house was okay, i guess. cousin mia & i were filled with boredom at first that we actually resorted to trying each and every kueh there is. yes; we filled our stomachs, alright. and oh, we did that after consuming bee hoon goreng, epok-epok, nuggets, fish & chips, fruit jelly and whatsoevernots. the best part - we refrained from drinking water. hahahahaha. that sure filled our time, in addition to exploring each others' handphones.

my family agreed to do a whacky thing after much persuasion by adik hadi & i. snap pictures!

and oh. before i end, op dry-run on fri brought joy to many and tears to some.
anychoos, here's a pict of op141; minus eak, who had to go to the embassy to settle some stuffs.

more picts to come from hwee. (:

2007-10-27T11:26:00.000-07:00

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

2007-10-26T18:14:00.000-07:00

So in all my apathy, I decided to promenade into school impunctual after starting the day late. I was quite sapped actually, even though I had a long yet unfulfilling sleep.

Next.

I've yet to settle issues with some people. If you ask me, I've reached the point where I seriously can't seem to be bothered with what you say or do. Typical human beings. They don't practice what they preach. I wonder.

Lastly.

I'm better off alone - really.

2007-10-25T18:16:00.000-07:00

wth.
things are getting too far.
i repeat - too far.

who is the class chairman now?

i'm sick and tired of keeping mum.
i'm sick and tired of letting you step on my head.

the least you could do is inform me of the things you are doing to/for the class.
even though its cikgu's instructions;
I HAVE A RIGHT TO KNOW.

simply `cos;
I'M THE CLASS CHAIRMAN.

gawd, you are such a moron.

PLEASE.
spare a thought for others' feelings;
spare a thought for mine.

AND.
stop throwing your weight around.

go figure.
you know who you are; _____(insert name).

2007-10-24T17:54:00.000-07:00

GOL & GINCU series 2 is back. (:
and shasha's as hot as ever laa.
i like that girl.
haikal & shasha as a couple simply pleases me.
i melt at the sight of them.

and what shasha said to putri captured my attention;
and its now perpetually stuck to my head.
it went something like;
"that boy's a jerk.
but at least, he's my jerk."

i'm sure haikal would be smiling from ear-to-ear if he heard that.

ANYWAYS.

check these links out. super cute, i tell you.
of 2 young boys(brothers) experience during ramadhan&syawal.

Upin dan Ipin - Episod 1.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WbyoBHwSs24
Upin dan Ipin - Episod 2.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=znG_wuut7Rc
Upin dan Ipin - Episod 3.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vGeHN5ccyPQ
Upin dan Ipin - Episod 4.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Bu7lZegdh2Y
Upin dan Ipin - Episod 5&6.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8JaDmg8qM2I

2007-10-23T18:27:00.000-07:00

PW is seriously irritating the hell out of me.
______(insert name) and _________(insert name) are the two most
egoistic and/or self-centred souls i've ever met in my entire lifetime.
like, seriously.

thank god for izza and fizah.
at least, half the group is working.

and oh,
you're such a hypocrite _________(insert name).

2007-10-22T17:54:00.000-07:00

-post deleted-.

2007-10-21T13:43:00.000-07:00

i think individuals who tend to point out the faults of others when in actual fact, they're the guilty party, are losers - true and true. like, seriously. i hate bloggers who have no originality and copy songs from one's blog. the least you could do is, attach a song from the same band. NOT the exact same thing. for god's sake, go get a life.

and to think you once accused me of being a copymeow.
i never did, i never was.

now look who's the guilty party here.
oh wells. i know you look up to me and want to be just like me.
i know, i know.(:

but please,
i don't enjoy being emulated by individuals like you.
its disgusting.

go get a life,
bitch.

2007-10-20T11:00:00.000-07:00

tell the whole world;
for all i care.

whatever i do;
i'm never good enough.

you and your big mouth; i hate.

2007-10-19T17:56:00.000-07:00

i'd had a heart-to-heart talk earlier today with dearest mr eugene tan swee hong, together with hwee and fizah. we talked about everything under the sun. he's a different man outside class - really. i feel much better now, after the conversation. i guess its good to have such teachers around - someone not-so-old but not-so-young either to pour our hearts to.

i guess most of us have found out by now that its ~~useless~~ to cry over spilt milk, for the simple fact that its not going to change our fate. tpjc's not like it used to be. no more, i tell you.

lets just wait for the statement of results before we make any decisions.

last but not least;
ilovesexy-26.

2007-10-18T20:16:00.000-07:00

an sms from nadz read-:

my darling girlfriends,

kadang-kala, ALLAH sembunyikan matahari. DIA datangkan ~~hujan~~ dan ~~petir~~. kita bersedih dan tertanya-tanya mana hilangnya matahari? rupa-rupanya, DIA hendak hadiahkan kita pelangi. DIA berikan kita kesusahan demi kesusahan kerana ingin menduga kita sebelum mendapat kesenangan.

we still have that small hope to cling on to. don't give up - yet, okay.
i love ya`all.

yes.
i'll keep holding on. and i'll keep believing.
faith - that's the word.

2007-10-17T18:40:00.000-07:00

many roads lead to rome;
i will get there.

2007-10-16T20:32:00.000-07:00

returning of PROMOS scripts.
don't ask.

just know that if i do inform you;
you're one of the very few whom i did.
i trust you and know i'll have your back.

tomorrow will be a better day; i hope.

2007-10-15T17:48:00.000-07:00

I'm beyond elated that CL got promoted to J2. Oh man, that should sweep the grey clouds hovering over her head away.

Now, on that train of news, I also learnt that some of my friends surrendered to their J1 promos and have to be retained. This is a little depressing knowing how much better they are in the work than I am, making me question how much I can survive through the abusive workload of Junior College.

My heart's throbbing at the thought of receiving Promos scripts.
Tomorrow seems so far; yet so near.

2007-10-14T23:06:00.000-07:00

-post deleted-.

2007-10-13T23:02:00.000-07:00

the dudette.

the mother.

the father.

the siblings.

the family.

the paternal grandmother.

the maternal grandmother.

yours truly;
ayn.

2007-10-12T23:59:00.000-07:00

EID MUBARAK.

my apologies for all my wrongdoings; be it intentionally or unintentionally.
forgive me for my sins. i'm only human, afterall.

have a blessed AIDILFITRI. (:

2007-10-04T15:48:00.000-07:00

promos are finally over and done with.
like, yaayyy!
haha.

so, i think ( no, i know!) i kinda screwed up.
but hopefully, i didn't screw up THAT much.
i do want to adjourn to j2, you know.
whatever the outcome, i know i've put in my best effort.
(although i did start mugging a tad bit too late!)
oh wells.

and.
raya's in 2 days!
an incentive to slogging hard for promos.
coolness, kan?
i know. (:

i'm looking forward to this year's raya.
and to tutoring those two lovables.
radhi & hanis.
my two favourite dudes.

okay.
i think i should put up a raya song for my blog.
oh, wait. i already did. hoho.

2007-09-28T16:00:00.000-07:00

on hiatus;
till after promos.

back on 11thOCT`07.

2007-09-26T21:11:00.000-07:00

amsyar. sean ang. abidah. pf. liy. aiman. azfar. yuni. zanna. hanis. fid. sadiq. lyz. azizzah. nadz. nas. isk. hamdan. marcus. afi. dayah. bani. fida. cikgu rab. haizum. fida. anisa. jna. zal. yana. fizah. maz. yul. cai yun. chui eng. gau. brammi. mr lee. nadiah. kamilah. izzat. arron. milton. wak li. tajul. sheereen. fit. angie. saleh. hazirah. emah. ally. rehana. haziq. ayanie. fir. sd. zakiah. yt. nat. radhi. kom. zahiah. astrid. wan. syikinons. and all the rest who slipped my mind.

thank you; ALL of you.
the wishes, the cards, the gifts;
i love them ALL. (:

especially to sexy-26; a million thank-yous for the splendid card&gift.
i'm PROUD to be your chairman. (:

and ayah ibu & adik-adiks surprised me with this;

the night before.

i'm a happy HAPPY woman. (:
*peace*

2007-09-26T00:56:00.000-07:00

happy happy HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

to AZFAR the twin;
to NAFISAH the guide senior;
to MICHELLE the guide senior;
to AYANIE the madra babe;
to KENNETH the ex-schmate.

26th SEPTEMBER. (:

2007-09-25T17:30:00.000-07:00

I didn't do anything today.
Just chilled during the school hours.
And am planning on watching tv once I got home.
Which is SOOOOONNNN.
Room In My Heart - a must see!
hehs. (:

ANW.

I'm annoyed that my blog has a script error and I can't detect where the mistake is. In my strive for perfection, I'm growing frustrated for not being able to rectify the error.

I don't know why I spend MUCH MORE time on this worthless blog than on books. Maybe because I enjoy webpage design. Maybe because I'm lazy. Maybe because my life is plain enough without books, what's more being caught dead reading one.

I'm still waning in guilt for not revising as much as I ought to, during holidays. I've promised myself to start tonight. I have to get promoted. So help me God.

2007-09-24T00:45:00.000-07:00

i wish the world could be full of nicer people.
i wish the world could banish hypocrites.
i wish the world could rid the black hearts.
i wish the world could be home to pure hearts.
i wish the world would close upon those who are out to ruin others.

i wish annonymous' were all dead.

and AZFAR.
TWO days to go. (:

2007-09-23T11:42:00.000-07:00

i think people who tag on others' blogs w/o leaving their true identity are cowards.
for god's sake.
don't impersonate another or use a lame nick if you want to put me down.
better still, just say it straight to my face, doofus.

i swear, if i know who the two losers are, i'll make their life a living hell, i tell you.
for the time being, at least.

MRS SEE.
you're so not my beloved sec sch `cher.
she'll nv put me dwn in such a way.
in fact, i'd sms-ed her with regards to this issue and she replied;
"No, definitely not! Who did that? How could one do such a thing?"
and pls get your facts right.
i never was retained.
and insyaAllah, will never be.
perhaps, its you who's the retainee, dear impersonator?
you're jealous i know.
haha!

UNCLE POTONG.
i'm presuming u're a fellow tpjcian, a j2 student perhaps.
i suggest u concentrate on ur upcoming a lvls instead of meddling in my affairs.
its more productive that way, really.
*peace*

2007-09-21T21:25:00.000-07:00

once again, bus 12/21 was 2mins early.
freaking irritating laa seyh.
at 7.25am, when there's still no sign of buses leading to tpjc;
sean ang, nazurah atikah, hidayah jais & i decided to take a cab.

us councillors can't be ~~late~~ laa seyh.
if we are, it sorta makes it alright for the rest of the student population to be late.
especially not sean ang, considering he's the vp of student council.
we reached on time.
thank god! (:

and pw written report's looking good!
my st reckons our group is nearing exceeding expectations(i think!).
yaayyy!

2007-09-20T21:05:00.000-07:00

i took a freaking 12345678910h to finish one pathetic thermal physics question.
pathetic, huh?
i know. tell me abt it.
hrmphh.
thank god its only tutorial and not promos - yet.

and oh, council shirt's niceeee!
white & gold; with our names on the right sleeve.
but its kinda see-through though.
sad! but i'll wear my tank-top underneath i guess.
hehs.

okay!
am off to study.
maclaurins test tmr.
and perhaps phy dc circuits test too.

iamenjoyinglife - NOT.

2007-09-19T20:59:00.000-07:00

screw malay promos.
i gasak-ed my way through the paper.
`grr.

and now i can't brg myself to face cikgu sam tmr.
`cos i know i didn't put in my best effort.

ifeelbad.

2007-09-18T17:04:00.000-07:00

i'm home!
haha. okay, that's lame.

anyway.

its nice to be home before six.
`cos its a very rare thing for me these days.
-bleargh-

anychoos.

i think sexy-26 is suffering frm "i-nd-to-clear-promos-and-i'm-willing-to-do-anyth-and-everyth-to-get-promoted-so-god-pls-help-me-pass" syndrome.
its rare to see everyone working their asses off, you know.
and that, includes yours truly.

despite all that, we still do make time for our daily/weekly bitching/opinion session.
and we've come up with this theory(boys inclusive!):
not all boys make good friends; not all boys make good boyfriends.
hahahahahaha.

okay.
am off to watch tv.
"room in my heart".
i'm addicted!

2007-09-17T23:56:00.000-07:00

i'm freaking tired.
econs ended at 7pm.
yes. you read correctly. SEVEN.

i tk sempat buka at home.
but neahmind uhhs.
all for the sake of promos.
i wanna be in j2 nxt yr!

okay. i'm supposed to be doing gp apllication qn nw.
"is the cultural or economic value of a language more important to your society?"

i wanna sleep.
but i can't.

to all those on hols;
to all those not sch-ing;
to all those who've nth to do and am reading my blog just to past time despite it being super late;
GO TO SLEEP! be thankful you can.
hahahahaha.

2007-09-16T12:44:00.000-07:00

combine thermal physics and maclaurin series.
what do you get?
a very confused ayn.
haha!

okay.
i'm off to madra.
i'm so excited that my sayangs are coming.
well, not exactly all of them.
at least i know azrul, miswan, hana & lyz are!
a twist to the mendak-ness last week.
hoho.

i love you and you and you and ~~you~~! (:

2007-09-15T21:10:00.000-07:00

internal energy=
internal potential energy
(due to intermolecular forces; depending on separation)+
internal kinetic energy
(due to motion; depending on temperature).

ahh. okay, dh ayn. jgn nk melebih. its u who needs to mug fr promos.
NOT ur blog readers. hahahahaha.

______(insert name) reckons you're tuning in to ain fm. haha!
someone's afraid tongues will wag if i put his name in my blog.
tsk tsk. so yeah.

i'm blessed.
go figure.

ps: to avoid confusion, perasaan-ness or whatsoever, lets get this straight. ___________(insert name) for various entries refer to different people. (:

2007-09-14T22:08:00.000-07:00

it seems like forever since i last blogged(padehal baru 5 days ago laa!). been bogged down with school, i guess. countless amount of tutorials, piles of assignment and endless revision for the upcoming promotional examinations. god knows how much longer i can survive this hectic lifestyle.

ANW.

highlights of the school week.

new chemmy teacher; sucky to the max. i've always disliked chem but now hate it even more with her around. wth.
wr is nearing expectation (i think!).
new math tutor is gerek. she makes me look fwd to lessons. we actually pay attention!
econs intensive revision lessons with ms delphine tan is definitely much better than normal lessons.
nat encouraged me to go for _____ (insert name). am not up for it though.
sykinons & the rest of them loved j2s are having prelims. sch's boring & vacant w/o half the population of tpj.
radhi, hanis & the rest are having o lvl prelims. really hope they do well. i've complete faith in them secfives. (:

on a lighter note, i've been spending my time with 07-sexy-26; especially maz, yul, aiman & nas. alot ALOT of things to share. *winks* haha! sayang korang.

2007-09-09T20:50:00.000-07:00

madrasah was damn mendak today.
simply `cos all my sayangs didn't turn up.

i miss ustadz imran.

i miss asmah.
i miss azrul.
i miss farhanah.
i miss fatin.
i miss lyziana.
i miss miswan.
i miss razin.

i miss them all.

ANYWAY.

sch tmr. term 4.
time flies fast.

promos in iknowbutdon'twanttoknow days time.

i'm looking forward to ramdhan though.
yaayyy!

2007-09-07T08:16:00.000-07:00

Your Five Factor Personality Profile

Extroversion:
You have medium extroversion.You're not the life of the party, but you do show up for the party.Sometimes you are full of energy and open to new social experiences.But you also need to hibernate and enjoy your "down time."

Conscientiousness:
You have high conscientiousness.Intelligent and reliable, you tend to succeed in life.Most things in your life are organized and planned well.But you borderline on being a total perfectionist.

Agreeableness:
You have high agreeableness.You are easy to get along with, and you value harmony highly.Helpful and generous, you are willing to compromise with almost anyone.You give people the benefit of the doubt and don't mind giving someone a second chance.

Neuroticism:
You have high neuroticism.It's easy for you to feel shaken, worried, or depressed.You often worry, and your worries prevent you from living life fully.You tend to be emotionally reactive and moody. You're either flying very high or feeling very low.

Openness to experience:
Your openness to new experiences is medium.You are generally broad minded when it come to new things.But if something crosses a moral line, there's no way you'll approve of it.You are suspicious of anything too wacky, though you do still consider creativity a virtue.

The Five Factor Personality Test

2007-09-06T19:41:00.000-07:00

Partial Fractions taught at A Levels is nothing but a confusion of numbers.

I was like hoping for some help in Maths but you have to be so arrogant to say how simple it is. Man, it's like tough having papers given by lecturers on the pretense that they're "notes" and to digest whatever he spurts within thirty minutes (which is purely rubbish, by the way).

Being your average everyday teen, I put things to the last minute. So, surprise surprise! I'm now struggling to finish covering syllabus to be tested for promos. How wonderful -not.

I admit that I don't grasps these concepts easily despite my school testimonial saying otherwise. And it seriously doesn't help that you rub it in the way you do.

I'm pissed.

Don't apologise.

2007-09-05T20:15:00.000-07:00

I'd to return to school for lessons today. True, Physics workshop wasn't compulsory. But thou had the foresight to attend, considering the fact that thou am at a risk of retaining judging by the amount of ungraded subjects 'decorating' my report slip for mid-years.

Physics was cool. The lecturer was splendid in putting accross her points, and she definitely managed to inspire me to do well for promos. I mean, its only a matter of priority. There's a need to prioritise between "urgent and important", "urgent but not important", "not urgent but important" and "not urgent and not important". From the looks of it, think I'd spent too much time for things that are "~~urgent but not important~~" and "~~not urgent but important~~". Guess its time i focused on "urgent and important". Say, mugging for promos? -bleargh-

I'd headed out to TM for lunch with the girls. We had our girl talk. Splendid, I tell you. Then, we'd accompanied Mazni to get her eyeliner. Anyway, that's besides the point. What I'd wanted to share was, I'd met dearest Mrs June Henry. I hugged her. God, its been only 3 days and I miss her so much? dang! Them secondary school teachers mean alot to me; especially Mrs June Henry, Mrs See and Mr Collin.

Okay, so we'd headed back to school for Econs lesson with Ms Delphine Tan. Lessons were okay, I guess. As usual, irritating but beneficial. oh wells. And Atif came in 1hour late. haha!

Apart from all these, I'm glad to have received Hamdan's sms. Been quite awhile since I'd heard from him. He's doing so well now, I tell you. haha! Anyway, I'm glad at least someone cares. Not that no else does, but out of those whom I thought cared, he's one of the few who really did. I guess. Thank you, boy.

2007-09-04T22:57:00.000-07:00

If any family should be popularised with anything, say, some families are known to be money-hungry, scandal breeding or sluts cultivation, but my family should epitomise retail madness.

We shop, till we go bonkers. Maybe it's a way to foster stronger ties, with a common goal of sharing sale locations, better bargains, and manpower to carry the endless number of shopping bags.

Since we shopped for stuff amounting to more than $150, we get free home delivery.
sunggh cool laa seyh.

ANYWAY.

Today was a twist to what my days had been.
Hopefully life takes a turn for the better; from this instant.

InsyaAllah.