Hello people, I hope my disappearance hasn't caused a heartache all these while. *snorts*

It has been forever since I last posted an entry in this compilation of thoughts. The week have passed spilling with a confusion of emotions that entailed the events which happened throughout the days.

Another week has passed, one which left many, especially yours truly, dreaming for our already-lengthy-holidays even longer.

I'm so sleepy. I slept two hours before posting this entry lah.

Okay the past few days have been rather life-stealing.

As everyone should know, the N level results were released on 18th Dec, and I was quite pleased upon looking at Amirul's results. 4 distinctions, best 3 subjects - 6points. He couldn't believe himself. It was nothing like what he expected it to be, and almost everyone had to pacify him by claiming that the grades are relatively good. It was, for someone who barely managed to pass English Language at Prelims. I'm proud of the little one, nevertheless. Congrats, junior. ((:

I finally got a tote bag. I've been setting my eyes on the idea of it since forever. I love THAT bag, hot climacool stuff (note the paradox).

Anyway, I browsed through my congested inbox of SMSes, trying to account for the birthday messages (which I still treasure, thank you very much). I'm still overwhelmed by the bombardment of well-wishes, of which I was overly flabbergasted by those whom I last thought would wish me, that goes to Radhi, Sheereen, Miswan(who called me personally), Astrid, Zahiah, Natalie, Komathi and Azizzah. Whoaa. Yep.

Well, Marcus called at midnight on Sunday, which proceeded to a long conversation over the phone. It’s so nice to talk to him after all this while. Lalalaa… I know more about him than he thinks I do. Haha... I managed to flex my multi-tasking skills by cleaning the clutter from my room while skimming through a smorgasbord of topics with him. So now, my room is cleaner(thanks to the slow pace of amending things here and there throughout the week day to day, according to my mood!), but I guess I really have to do another intensive dust-vacuum-mop regime to start the new year without having to worry that my room is a freak's nest. I love my room now, I love it even MORE rather.. after the major restructuring I piled upon it. It is MORE spacious, but its mainly white, so it amplifies the relaxing ambience that a room of mine should have.

So anyway, people seem to be looking forward to a lot of stuff next year, and I'm here excited only with a new year at an old school. I know it sounds dull, but I'm really psyched over the O level results. As much as my expectations for my adik's grades are ambitious, I think it gives me hope to go through day by day thinking about the number of As that dazzle his result slip. But it's just mere fantasy... And just in case you've not heard, that little brat of a brother is indeed joining me in TPJC come 2008. sheesh.

So anyway, I had two missed calls from an old friend. So I asked him if everything was okay, cos it didn't seem normal, nothing is, when you're me. Then later:"Nope..Just wana mit u aft a longgg time. Plus i came back frm orchard tnt it wud b grt 2 mit u.." I wonder what's that all about. I hope that you're doing okay.. I still think about you, you know...

Whoo-eee... It was such a long day today, but I'm not complaining. It's quite a refresher to what my weeks have always been - mundane, counter-productive and worthless. No, I'm not insinuating that friends around me through this holidays have been nothing but a bore, but seriously, my boredom outweighs against the times I actually had fun and appreciated.

And as much as I'd like to account all the drama in during my outings, I'd rather steal forty winks now, but then again, you can always ask for a personal storyteller. -smiles-

My mind has been disturbed by a certain unfateful incident.
Sigh. I don't know why I acted that way.

Okay.

Poof.