i'm currently addicted to gantung; by melly goeslow. i think it sorta applies to my situation laa. 5thdec; when i first saw you and knew you existed. 6th jan; when i saw you again and my gf asked for your email add. 7th feb; when you asked for my number. and the dates go on...

ku harus menemui cintaku
mencari tau hubungan kita
apa masih atau tlah b’akhir

kau menggantungkan hubungan ini
kau diamkan aku tanpa sebab
maunya apa, ku harus bagaimana

kasih…sampai kapan kau gantung cerita cintaku
memberi harapan
hingga mugkin ku tak sanggup lagi
dan meninggalkan dirimu

detik-detik waktupun terbuang
teganya kau menggantung cintaku
bicaralah biar semua pasti

gantungnya hubungan cinta denganmu
membuatku sakit
hingga mungkin ku tak sanggup lagi
dan meninggalkan dirimu

well, i thought there was something. i thought something might just happen. but no, you took me for a rollercoaster ride. you led me on. but still, i never learnt my lesson. till now, i still care, i still bear the same feelings. `cos deep in my heart, and also my gut feelings tell me you're the one.

and yes, i admit, i do have eye-candies here and there. 25; hockey cutie; blablabla. but there's always you at the back of my mind. you always pop up in my mind even when i think of them. you ruin me.

why can't i get over you?