i'm feeling dejected today.
i just get agitated rather easily. things didn't go as i wanted to, and it really hurts me although i put up a brave front to let you know i'm still strong and it doesn't matter.
but it hurts.
i'm trying to hold back my disappointment; most of all, my tears.
i can't help it. i thought that it could fall into place, just once, everything would be alright.
no.
i had bricks of disaster thrown into my face all at once. everything all together.
today is a really bad day.
i'm feeling dejected today.
God, if you're hearing me, please alleviate the pain from my heart.